Transgressive in front of a crowd
Except when behind a screen
Accept that it should be loud
Respect the being you have been
Satisfaction in release we should be proud
Tag: poetry
Disappear
Can we go outside and play?
Overcoats and mittens on
Leading boots in snow astray
Diminished boredom, we are gone
Subdued
Confession
Crowley spluttered, cheeks pink
Offered chocolates hidden
Not to the person in question
Frantically practicing without instinct
Ending in a spectacular way
Sinking in stomach sensation
Shrinking without it linked
Into what he pretended not to say
Of course, the angel knew and let it lie
Needlessly waiting til they could both try
Crowley’s Flat
Crowley’s flat felt rather empty
Rather full, rather contrary
Only the plants lived there, he made sure
When other possibilities arose, his mind a blur
Light in one room, he waited with sherry
Yearning for a different company
Stretching a mind to a starlit symphony
Fearing a change, fearing the same
Light in one room, and the rest darkened to bury
A secret compared to his existence, perhaps tame
Taking up residence in that chair long after their fame
Alpha Centauri
At nine precisely they will dine
Living through each other’s lips
Perhaps through words without the scripts
Hands passing by, they refill the wine
And through the cracks where stars align
Choosing a new place their feelings eclipse
Ever at nine they will dine
Needing nothing but words on each other’s lips
Through the stars which split through time
And new horizons which tell him “mine”
Under too many bottles, as laughter tips
Resting beyond an absent Apocalypse
Impressing that in any place, at nine they dine
October – the last month of the sane
NaNoWriMo is next month. Ah.
I’m doing Inktober this month. Ah.
I’m also doing #IneffableInktober this month (but Writing, for some practice). Ah.
And two conventions during NaNo as well. Ah
I published a thing today.
AH.
Comes and Goes Without Notice
The burning sensation within my brain
Travelling up from my spine
Not something I could explain
So not to feel it, I so feign
Pulsing crackling spirals
To push me out of line
Scratching my brain, it idles
An invisible, secret block, my trials
If I could give you a taste
Of what it’s like to feel this way
I would find it more than a waste
For more than I to be so paced
Maybe none will understand
Not for lack of trying, as they say
This illness gone long out of hand
Isn’t to be grasped in full, it is too grand
Struggle to act like it’s no condition
That I am as functional as others appear
I’m not the only one, that’s my admission
Yet it hurts knowing that, like I have no permission
to do worse than them, though I know they hide as well
The same feeling which stems from separates fear
But I’m on no edge, I already fell
I fear I may hit the bottom before the swell
I’m not finished
I’m not giving up
This won’t have diminished
My worth or limit
One foot in front
Half full’s the cup
No matter the hunt
Ourselves we confront
Piano to Silence
Godless night of inspiration
Temptation of the finest
Slipping through fingers’ tremors
Embers pressing back against
Sounds rising past the surface
Nervous twisting tendons hot
Racing mental powers frantic
Romantic chords spinning wild
Waiting whispers tasting calm
Balm upon the sacrifice
What’s given the inspired
Desired, abandoned, lost
Then the light to save the hand
Brand of fire on the soul
To repeat? Another night
Right inside inspired motion
Married, breathing, the pleasure
Treasure by the tempted sound
No magic formula
Touching someone’s soul
Is easier than you’d think
Yet not when intentional,
Not when you sink
Into something more than you knew
What you thought
What they link
Into themselves
Touching someone’s soul
Happens when they connect
Not when you want them too,
When you least expect
Them to love what you’ve done, produced
What you live
What you reflect
Out of your own soul
Touching someone’s soul
Can never be intended
Perhaps that is what makes it
More than just splendid,
A touch more than nothing, a touch less than all
What is misunderstood
What is comprehended
From you and them